Randomness
Lately, I was wondering how to generate random numbers without
seeding. Oh man, I could not think of randomness with a random seeding.
Now, I am realizing that random numbers cannot be generated without the
impregnation of a random entity. Generally we use the the current time
(in seconds) for the seeing purpose.
Ok, does the above mean
something else in real life ? Does it mean that there is nothing called
randomness ? Does it mean that anything and everything can be described
by a Generative model (A Generative model tries to establish the entire
distribution based only on the parameters that generate the
distribution; for example words generate documents and topics generate
words ) ? I remember hearing something about chaos theory which
dictates that behind any chaos, there exists a pattern. So, is our life
like a flowchart with the next steps hidden ? Are we calling this
flowchart the fate of life ?
Are we calling people who have
realized these patterns of life as Gods ? What are the ways to learn
these patterns by oneself ? Can one learn and accept his own pattern of
life ? Are we calling this learning process as the salvation ? If there
exists a generator function behind everylife, who decides on the
generator function ? Can one decide his own generator ? Do we call this
as winning one’s fate ?
If every life is like a flowchart, what
is the beginning and what is the end ? Will we have recursions and
loops in the flowchart ? Are we calling every loop in the flowchart as
one life ? If so, does one exist across multiple births and deaths ? If
so, who is that one ? If we agree on the loops, does the generator
function maximize or minimize our stay in this world ? What is the loop
termination condition? Is that a likelihood? How are we deciding the
likelihood of life? Are we comparing the actual living and ideal living
? What is ideal living ? Is Ideal living a process of learning and
accepting the generator function ? Will one stay quiet if the generator
function is learnt and accepted ? Can the generator function be also
called the destiny ? Does it mean if one knows the destiny, he becomes
quiet ? May be..
Ok, If living in the world is not the ideal
living, should we call this world as a punishment bench ?
Optimistically, shall we call it a training centre ? What is the real
purpose of this generator function ? From the above I can understand
that I am responsible for my own re-birth. Can there be no re-births at
all ? If the reason for re-birth is me, what is the reason for my first
birth ? Moreover, why was many first births (meaning many parallel
co-existed souls) ? And when all the loops of all the souls are ended,
what is next ? Is that the real doom’s day ? Am I going beyond the
scope of what I am ? Is my generator function designed to make me ask
these questions? May be..